domenica 28 ottobre 2007

and we spoke.... with barriers

and... waited for silences to speak, wht cud i say, to make him stay, wht could he, to make me? i wonder.... at moments like these i feel so trapped, when i cant understand, y should it affect me so much! but it does, and it refuses to get off my mind... like a constant stab of sadness... i just keeps growing!

but here is wht the problem is...... whom do i tell? and wht is the point of explaining, and explain wht to whom... when i aint clear in my head... i so wish.... things ......

i just knew of one thing... tht i didnt want him to go... and he did! and now ... its like i stand on loose stand, wishing to run away once more! maybe... just let the sand grasp me, or maybe just go with some flow!!!

how i wish i knew... but, we spoke with barriers... where i cud hav poured every instance of my life... i just chose to stare at the empty screen and hollow replies....

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